
I haven’t totally wrapped my head around Annie Clark’s newest St. Vincent creation, Actor, yet, but I’m pretty sure it scares me a little bit.
Let me back track. I am a huge St. Vincent fan. Annie Clark is a genius as far as I’m concerned. I can’t get enough of Marry Me, and I will love Annie for all eternity for naming that album with a quote from Arrested Development - my absolute favorite tv show. I’m waiting on pins and needles for her to come play in my town.
It took me a while to get around to Marry Me – I had heard the name ‘St. Vincent’ batted around on Pitchfork and other like minded music sites for a long time. I think I had downloaded ‘Paris Is Burning’ somewhere, sometime, but never took a listen to it, and left it to gather dust in the ignored depths of my hard drive.
About a month or so ago, I came across the music video for “Jesus Saves, I Spend”. I was drawn to the video because: a) the Irish Catholic guilt instilled in me thought the title sounded scandalous! So immediately, I had to hear the tune, and b) the pretty face in the video didn’t hurt. But I loved the tune. I’m a pop guy at heart, and the melodies were fantastic. The whole song was challenging and creative, while still being accessible, which is a feat very few can pull off. I needed to hear more.
“Jesus Saves, I Spend” – from Marry Me
Good ol’ YouTube – I found ‘Now, Now’, the opening track to Marry Me, after a simple ‘St. Vincent’ search. I went looking online first because, cheap as I am, I wanted to hear more of the album before I spent hard-earned (well, that might be a stretch) cash on the album. I couldn’t get enough of Annie’s vocal on the track. I love a good female singer-songwriter, but too often these days, they possess these wispy, barely-there vocals that, while romantic and sweet, have no power to them. But Annie was clearly different. She had real power and emotion behind her words. That was it. I was hooked. I made the trek to Borders, got Marry Me in my possession, and I haven’t looked back.
So now, I’m an established St. Vincent fan. And even though it was only about a month before that I had paid any attention to Annie Clark, Actor was shaping up to be a very anticipated release for me. And usually, when I’m really looking forward to a new album, I try to listen to as little of it as possible before I actually buy the record. I like the surprise of it all, the feeling of not knowing what the fuck you’re in for. So I steered clear of ‘The Neighbors’ and ‘The Strangers’ on, again, Pitchfork and like-minded sites, and ignored the ‘Actor Out of Work’ video when I came across it on YouTube.
“Actor Out of Work” – from Actor
I went to the local record store to pick up Actor. Only two copies. And I got one of them. Score. Now, like I said, I had no idea what this album sounded like; no idea what to expect. Marry Me is so creative, and intelligent, and heartbreaking, and beautiful, that the bar was set very, very high for Actor.
When I picked up the cd, however, I started to get little hints of what I was in for. The cover of the album, much like the cover of Marry Me, is stark with Annie’s face prominently plastered on it. Other than that little bit of familiarity, however, I was thrown for a loop. The packaging is all bright pastel colors – light orange, pink and blue. Very pretty. But the song titles sounded unexpectedly brutal when paired with the spring-like feel of the art – ‘The Strangers’, ‘Black Rainbow’, ‘Laughing With a Mouth of Blood’, ‘Marrow’ – gone is the fun and quirky ‘Jesus Saves, I Spend’ and ‘What Me Worry?’ of Marry Me. I found that contrast very unsettling, but at the same time very intriguing.
But I had no idea what I was in for. This album is decidely not for everyone – which I love, mind you; I’ll take anything that pushes the envelope to wash away the bad, downright gross vibes bands like Nickelback infect the world with; SUPER BONUS if it’s actually awesome, like St. Vincent. It’s a dense album, slightly avant-garde, and not as – I hate to say ‘catchy’ or ‘poppy’, since music snobs of the world have attributed negative connotations to the terms – ‘immediate’ (maybe? That works?) as, say, Marry Me’s ‘The Apocalypse Song’, or ‘All My Stars Aligned’. But that’s not there isn’t enough to love, because there’s PLENTY. I’m in LOVE with the record.
But it’s also a disarming record, somewhat disturbing. It’s not outright dark. Oftentimes, the songs are filled to the brim with really beautiful tunes and melodies. It’s what’s underneath those melodies, though, that’s a bit disarming. Whereas Marry Me was an album with moments of pure beauty – ‘All My Stars Aligned’? ‘Landmines’? I don’t need to say anything more – it’s the songs on Actor, in that same league, that are often the most disturbing.
‘The Bed’ has been especially taken note of in various reviews of the record. It’s a gorgeous sounding tune – layers of strings and orchestration that on the surface are devastatingly beautiful. But just take a look at the lyrics – there’s a lot more there than you might think, and might like there to be:
We’re sleeping underneath the bed
To scare the monsters out
With our dear Daddy’s Smith and Wesson
We gotta teach them all a lesson
Don’t move
Don’t scream
Or we will have to shoot
It’s that kind of back and forth that comes across most effectively throughout the album. ‘Black Rainbow’ begins innocently enough, as sweet as the second half of its title. But then the ‘Black’-ness rears its head as the song breaks down into a grating, industrial breakdown that does not let you go easily – it builds and builds and builds, beating you senselessly over the head, and then drops off abruptly into nothing. The song ends. No payoff.
It’s fucking BRILLIANT.
But it’s that kind of bi-polar back and forth, that tug of war between the light and the dark creeping underneath it, that I would imagine might turn some fair-weather fans, some newcomers, off. It’s a bit uncomfortable to listen to at times. It’s challenging, but the emotion, the beauty that is to be uncovered, makes the album well worth the endeavor.
I, personally, enjoy Marry Me more than Actor. But Marry Me is a genius, beautiful record – it’s a tough act to follow. And don’t get me wrong, I LOVE Actor. It’s just different. Like I said, it’s a dense record. I’ve got to let it sink in a little more.
But the good thing is, Actor is garnering a lot of good attention and press from the likes of Rolling Stone, the New York Times, you know, the Big Time. I wish Marry Me got that kind of press and coverage, but I’ll take whatever gets more people listening to one of my very favorite artists.
And I seriously want to watch Arrested Development with Annie Clark. Let’s make that happen.







